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Spring

by Philip Labes

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1.
Window by my bed is warm and sunny Bite the apple, amputate the phone All my friends are cute and smart and funny If they don't pick up when I call, I know that they aren't mad at all I just leave a message at the tone You can call it excess serotonin You can call it braggadocio I feel pretty good when I'm around you And I feel pretty good when I'm alone I'll never be sad again I'll never be sad again Throw out the violin I'll never be sad again We had a trampoline in our front garden Jump together you'd get twice as high At the top the whole world starts to sharpen I stretch out my fingertips, I taste freedom on my lips Open up my eyes and touch the sky Maybe force of will can keep me floating Anything to keep me off the floor I don't read the news, it's not important Gravity can't touch me anymore (Gravity can't touch me) I'll never be sad again I'll never be sad again Throw out the violin I'll never be sad I'll never be sad again I could meet my match Maybe they'll be funny and we'll dance and interrupt each others' plans We'll get so attached Finally I'll put my beating heart inside another person's hands When I'm lost from the light When I cannot find the reason To get out of bed, to make some tea Don't give up the fight every feeling has a season I'm not alright but I'm gonna be Sometimes I see shadows in the corners I get shivers underneath the sheets Maybe happiness is a performance Maybe I can breath real deep, and send my demons back to sleep And I can choose the man I want to be I'll never be sad again I'll never be sad again throw out the violin I'll never be sad, I'll never be sad again
2.
Springtime 04:01
Push alerts for the dead Pull the covers over my head I don't want to know anymore Every inch of my room My bed turned into a womb I scrolled and I sat on the floor Ares was far too mighty Abandoned by Aphrodite My psyche, was falling apart I was inside, for a long time Hit the space bar, stuck on QuickTime And I lost a friend, to a sick mind But my tears dried, and it's Springtime Ooooo Can I be a brand new person Ooooo I'm ready to let it go Ooooo I can be a brand new person This year we'll get it right Finally it's Springtime Christmas day all alone An empty two-story home I'm tired of trying to be strong I'm lost and passing my prime But I don't look at the time Life is too short and too long Persephone caused crisis Let's pass it to Dionysus I'm biased, but a party sounds good I was inside, for a long time Hit the space bar, stuck on QuickTime And I lost a friend, to a sick mind But my tears dried, and it's Springtime Ooooo Can I be a brand new person Ooooo I'm ready to let it go Ooooo I can be a brand new person This year we'll get it right Finally it's Springtime With a garden, a couple years is what it takes Ohh, ohh, In my garden, I buried all my mistakes Ohh, I know That this year I'll get it right Finally it's Springtime Ooooo Can I be a brand new person Ooooo I'm ready to let it go Ooooo I can be a brand new person This year we'll get it right Finally it's Springtime
3.
What if aliens are real And they live a trillion years And they've watched every single one of us since birth What if aliens exist as an endless consciousness And for fun they watch a TV show called Earth And there's a bunch of different storylines the moral isn't clear And it feels like the writing's gone downhill in the last year And everyone's a hero painted in the proper light And the shows in multicolor though it acts so black and white In it's hundred-millionth season for what's it worth A TV show called Earth As we gaze out into space They're a few feet from our face Eating popcorn drinking soda with their friends Though to us it might seem cruel how they keep a betting pool On the way the human storyline will end 'Cause everyone's a villain who just looks out for their own And be careful picking favorites 'cause they all end up as bones And the ensemble is pretty good The leads all mostly suck And recently they've trashed the set to make a couple bucks And a plot like that has not been seen before They might only have a couple seasons more Nah nah nah nah nah nah nah nah nah nah nah nah nah nah nah nah nah And when the show is done By war or storm or sun I wonder if they'd want to watch again Or grow bored with what what we do And move on to something new, Saying "Earth was decent, seven out of ten" "I liked the dancing and the music and and the sea foam on the shore I wish the writers had been kind enough to sprinkle that in more 'Cause the war bits and the poverty I wasn't a fan of But I really dug on all the parts where humans fell in love" See they've watched from our primordial dawn Until the very last one of us was gone And one turns to the other with the clicker in his hand and says "That was fun, let's see what else is on"
4.
For all my best friends, talking about you is boring I know productive conversations unlikely Like "who broke who's heart, who was wrong, who was ignoring" A broken record, scratching a good spot on my psyche Sometimes I want things to happen even if they're bad things Then at least something, would be happening with you and me Give me a big fight, give me a misunderstanding I speak every kind of heartbreak fluently At this point I've got ten thousands hours I don't think there's more I can do I could get a bachelor's degree in getting over you At this point I'm so great at forgetting I'm the expert on what ya do But I think I'm finally ready To be bad at someone new I'll teach a course to all of your future ex-lovers Here are the missteps I made every one Don't sleep together, don't be friends if you're not friends Kinda fucked up and it was also kinda fun See I've got the mantas, all of the self affirmations I've got the ten easy ways and the build your foundations I've got the lo-fi heartbreak radio stations Clearly I'm better, all better, congratulations At this point I've got ten thousands hours I don't think there's more I can do I could get a bachelors degree in getting over you At this point I'm so great at forgetting I'm the expert on what ya do But I think I'm finally ready To be bad at someone new I'm what you went through just to get to The perfect person that'll get you I'm the step-stool, I'm your jet-fuel Two years down the drain Like the glass of champaign at the interview She asks me where I went to school I went to college and then to you At this point I've got ten thousands hours I don't think there's more I can do I could get a bachelors degree in getting over you At this point I'm so great at forgetting I'm the expert on what ya do But I think I'm finally ready To be bad at someone new Bad at someone new Someone new...
5.
I just went out on a date that turned out not to be a date Just a solo dinner where you’re increasingly late I call you and you say you wrote a text that you forgot to send I just smile and say goodnight and swear I’ll never date again Picking clothes is such a chore I never know what I should wear Am I too assertive if I wear that special underwear I clean my room and water my plants in case you come over and then I come home drunk and alone and swear I'll never date again I thought that modern dating would get easier with time I’d have good communication and not have to read your mind I think that even Sisyphus would hate his uphill climb And I’m not sure that Tinder was what Darwin had in mind Message in your inbox with the same joke I’ve told a million times Timing out your texts to match the tempo of your last reply I could play these games or skip the middleman and sodomize my brain At least my mind is getting some, more reasons to never date again Making plans for ten days time that I know she’ll never keep (ah ha, oh ho) Someone’s mom just got to town, someone’s cat got put to sleep (oh no, ha ha!) we’ll make plans when they get back but never mentions where or when I've diagnosed another ghost and reason, to never again I thought that modern dating would get easier with time I’d have good communication and not have to read your mind I think that even Sisyphus would hate his uphill climb And I’m not sure that Tinder was what Darwin had in mind Everything’s so casual everything’s so cool Don’t let someone close enough to push you in the pool Well I want someone to ruin my life I wanna fall in love again But instead you only ruin my night with reasons to never date again
6.
I put the cup in the cupboard, I put the dust right into the pan I know the books on the shelves won’t put themselves in their place I fold all of the laundry, I pull out the watering can I journal the dreams, I put all the creams on my face It’s my silly little life with my pretty little dreams Go to work, hit the hay, take a shower, masturbate And I swear I really try, I make plans and meditate I know life’s supposed to be special, but it’s just another day I put my face in a carefree smile I put my hand in her hand I say “my place isn’t far, hop in the car and we’ll go” I put on the same old playlist for every one night stand Then we strip and we stick to the sexual script that we know It’s my silly little life with my pretty little dreams Go to work, hit the hay, take a shower, masturbate And I swear I really try, I make plans and meditate I know life’s supposed to be special, but it’s just another day And it’s ordinary And it’s arbitrary When I count my heartbeats It gets really scary When death comes knocking at my door She’ll find me in my room folding clothes into a drawer It’s my silly little life with my pretty little dreams Go to work, hit the hay, take a shower, masturbate And I swear I really try, I make plans and meditate I know life’s supposed to be special, but it’s just another day
7.
Jeff found a genie in a bottle who said I can give you anything you ask you can have your wishes three, and a million more for free it’s unlimited just set me to the task well Jeff thought a while and said “I want houses I want boats, I want fancy modern art I want tickets to the met, I want my own private jet and a rocket into space, just for a start" And the genie waved her arms and made it happen his every wish bolted from the blue and folks all over town, grew enamored gathered round to admire the man who’s wishes had come true they said "let’s hear it for the man who has everything who’s got mansions full of modern art yeah let’s hear it for the man who has everything cause his wishes are only at the start" And Jeff heard their shouts and he grew worried he said “everybody’s getting in my way” The genie smiled as before, "you’ve got a million wishes more you can even give a bunch of them away" And Jeff got confused and sorta quiet 'til he finally said “I have just one wish more I am satisfied, so I wish that you would die so you cannot grant wishes anymore" Well the genie’s eyes grew big and sad and shiny 'til she finally said “your wish is my command” and with an effervescent sigh, she disappeared before his eyes and no wishes were ever granted there again So let’s hear it for the man who has everything by good fortune he was set so far apart let’s hear it for Jeff who has everything every single fucking thing except a heart
8.
Don’t tell me... Tell me what you’re thinking I don’t (I don't...) I don’t wanna know If you tell me (tell me) tell me what you’re thinking I might (I might) might not make it home Take your pottery and paintings Take your sneakers back and run We use a thousand words for saying It’s done There’s a blank spot on the counter Where you used to set your keys There’s a cavern you used to live in Shining light inside of me Don't call me... Call me when you get there That's all (that's all) all I need to know Don't let me (let me) throw away your pictures Don't let me (let me) let me let you go And the song just kept replaying We were dancing to the lie We spent a hundred days delaying Goodbye There’s a blank spot on the counter Where you used to set your keys There’s a cavern you used to live in Shining light inside of me But I'll work the day away, pretend that I'm okay Eat salads and lift weights And I'll snore and hit the snooze So I can dream of you And start my day at noon I would rather be you There’s a blank spot on the counter Where you used to set your keys There’s a cavern you used to live in Shining light Shining light Shining light inside of me
9.
Cafe La Rue 03:21
Welcome my friends to Cafe La Rou Here is a menu for you to look through Here at the cafe you get to choose Any life that seems delicious to you Just to get started there’s mother and wife Some people don’t much like the taste of this life So if spice is a price that you're willing can bear It pairs awfully well with a saucy affair You could try politician an excellent choice Illicit endeavors, an oversized voice But if you want something sweet, it’s a turn for the worse This dish always ends with no just deserts Are you crushed, are you steamed, are you fried Tell us what kind of life would you like It’s a diet you’ll down til you die But darling you get to decide There’s lottery winner, that one’s served rare I’m afraid just fresh out of tech millionaire You won’t get full though you’ll feel dignified ‘Cause those richer dishes are hollow inside We’ve got child mistreated, and husband abused And prisoner who has been falsely accused Every once in a while, no matter your wish you might find some trouble snuck into your dish Are you crushed, are you steamed, are you fried Tell us what kind of life would you like It’s a diet you’ll down til you die But darling you get to decide Let’s hope the meal’s massive, and not just a snack 'Cause if you don’t like it, you can’t send it back No matter your order, the time or the place All you can do is just savor the taste When life’s out of control, and it seems to you Like a seven course meal you were forced to sit through If ever you thought that your life had picked you Remember you once sat at Cafe La Rue Are you crushed, are you steamed, are you fried Tell us what kind of life would you like It’s a diet you’ll down til you die But darling you get to decide
10.
I thought that I’d be a millionaire I thought I’d be in Vanity Fair But I’m gonna be thirty, my kitchen is dirty My shower drain is clogged with my hair I thought that I’d trip into my wife I thought she’d just fall into my life But I never mingle, I’m chronically single My thumb is tired from all the swipes But I don’t mind I’m not Mr. Right I’m getting aquatinted with my mystery life I’m Mr. Shoes Tied, Mr. Deep Sigh, Mr. I’m Doing Alright I'm Mr. Hindsight, Mr. Fine Life, Mr. Peaked In Junior High I used to think I’d be the man but now I think I’m just some guy I thought that I’d be properly paid And rewarded for my excellent grades But the economy’s funny, the memes turned to money I just learned about a Roth IRA I thought I’d be the macho ideal a double-pecked stomach of steel but my voice is still whiny, my biceps are tiny And I’m five nine... in two inch heels But I don’t mind I’m not Mr. Right I’m getting aquatinted with my mystery life I’m Mr. Shoes Tied, Mr. Deep Sigh, Mr. I’m Doing Alright I'm Mr. Hindsight, Mr. Fine Life, Mr. Peaked In Junior High I used to think I’d be the man but now I think I’m just some guy And I like it, I don’t need to be seen to be real anymore Fuck it I love it I’m finally fine, even when I’m ignored I’m not a prodigy, waiting to be alive 'Cause I’m Mr. Shoes Tied, Mr. Deep Sigh, Mr. I’m Doing Alright I'm Mr. Hindsight, Mr. Fine Life, Mr. Peaked In Junior High I used to think I’d be the man but now I think I’m just some guy
11.
Pressing all my clothes In origami folds I’m finished with the rat race, I’m just hanging in my hole Clean pressed linen sky My hands are warm and dry I say hello to the tiny hairs on the iris of my eye I see can clearly now why I’m here And it only took me twenty-something years I thought that work was what my life’s about I’m just hanging in and hanging out Things are going right I sleep eight hours a night And I turned the color gamut of my phone to black and white I cleaned the bedroom floor And the mirror on my door And when I see my reflection I’m not embarrassed anymore I can see clearly now I’m alright I don’t care that I’m alone tonight It’s not my job to save a dance all my doubts I’m just hanging in and hanging out Climate Change is now rapid, widespread, and intensifying — that is according to a devastating report by the UN’s intergovernmental panel on climate change, which warns that many human-caused effects are now irreversible. The UN Secretary General called the findings a “code red for humanity” adding that unless we... So I have my daily cry Then I bake a pumpkin pie And I take my gummy vitamins and hope I never die No money I can pay to make sadness go away But if I can’t be happy maybe I can be okay I can see clearly now I’m okay And I wouldn’t have it any other way Just as long as I can choose to stick around I’m just hanging in and hanging out

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released April 22, 2022

by Philip Labes
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